Good morning. I am practicing what we discussed, but here. I awoke after 9 hours of sleep.. 10:45am. I am as if rebooting with decent exhaustion, fragments of my dreams. They were night terrors last night- no more dreams of abundance. I wonder why. Did I poison my subconscious? Are the fruits of manifestation ruined? Surely, life cannot be that cruel.. but it is many things, after all. Either way, I step into the cloud this time. I will starve you of all energy. I will create anyways. I will smile on my terms. There is something beyond a smile. More subtle. It has no name. It is beyond knowing. The cats are my primary routine and the guinea pig- to feed them and comfort them. Acknowledge them. They are greater than us feeble humans. We are needy creatures. It is noisy in the living room. Children are noise. They awake with lightness. Adults- are weighed down golems chewed out and used. Failures of their own selves. Let us also try the law of assumption. I am a successfully selling artist whom has his own rhythm. I command my own schedule. I am strong, fit, young and amidst silence and peace. My time is mine. Money is no issue or worry for me, for I have splendors of it. My insanity has led me to the truth and to awe. My dreams and reality are merged as one. This earth has zero ownership of me. Only nature is true and my companion. It enacts revenge and justice for me and empowers me, rejuvenates me and understands as I do- that it is above us. It respects me and I respect it. I love it forever. Nature is godly. MY media channels have grown overnight and with few posts to such heights and commission requests that my glee is almost insidious. Maybe I will give it away soon - that this construct.. is mine. Those stories.. but myths. No one could ever possibly believe it was all me. Their ego is in place as shackles. Nay.. a wall for its defense. It is so well constructed that even I fell for it. Now, I do have the trouble of punching through the paper walls. For my mind believes they are made of steel. Change of mind, change of heart. Return to soul. My body is anew.
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